Reanimator

"Sleep and fade away (tonight)
Inside these walls we wait (our lifeforce drains)
To change takes more than to remain
Therefore we lie, back, in the comfort of our chains"

To change IS more than to remain.
Funny how I couldnt figure that out before.
I wont let let it get to me any more, I wont show it anyways. Maybe now I can focus on more important things.
To remain means it wont be very fun for my friends to hang out/talk with me, and I dont want that. So, if anybody is reading this... I'm sorry, I'll just suck it up and keep going, it wont stop me any longer.