Insidious

"I feel all black inside like coal
I wonder if you know?
An evil thrives inside my soul
the darkest place I know
I rage at everyone I see
Nocturnal fiends and all that be
just keep away from me"

Everything sucks at the moment. I will not tell you why as it could result in me being killed, again. Im going away for a week with Mange & Viggo on sunday, hopefully this will help me clear my head.

(For a moment there I actually thought it worked. I didn't expect my curiosity to screw me over, now I'm back to normal again. I want to go back and forget everything. Being back home is not as great as I hoped it would be, in fact, it is the opposite.)